I just did it.

Signed the MOE contract on impulse.

GREAT! CHUANMIN.

A HUGE ROUND OF APPLAUSE FOR YOU.

I was detemined not to sign it when I heard the presenter say can consider and get back later.

So when it was time to submit the forms, I told the respective in charge that "I'll be considering, will get back to MOE in 2 weeks time."

I informed my mother that I had submitted my decision as "CONSIDERING".

She just roared her head off in the phone about "Do whatever I want.. Go pay your fees yourself... I don't freaking care about what you decide.." before she slammed that damned phone.

What should I do?

I had already submitted in, saying I'll get back within 2 weeks.

A short while later, my phone rang, from my mother.

"SO what are you going to do now? Choose what?" in a demanding voice.

I did not say anything while marching back to the threatre where I came out relieved a moment ago, thinking that 2 weeks are enough for my other appeals to get back.

"OI. SO YOU NOW HOW? Going to do what?"

"SIGN LOR. SIGN LOR. SINCE YOU WANT IT SO MUCH I SIGN IT LOR."

"DON'T SIGN IF YOU DON'T WANT."

I hung up on her.

Yeah right, if I don't sign it, I can forget about going home.

She called again and mentioned something again like the 1st call, don't care me what-so-ever.

I was super pissed.

"I don't want to talk to you liao, I'm going back to sign it. Bye."

I marched back to the same in-charge and signed it.

I SIGNED IT.

DAMN.

ALL these happened in less than 10 minutes.

1 moment I was telling Wanqian "I didn't sign it.", then the next minute was "I SIGNED IT ALREADY."

I was so regretful.

I never knew I'm that impulsive.

Then when I was travelling back to Woodlands, my mother called and said..

"Don't sign it, come back."

"I SIGNED ALREADY." I hissed into the phone so loudly that the people around looked at me.

Silence at the other end.

And guess what?

"So.. You want to eat lunch anot? Go Causeway Point later."

She brought me out to Seoul Garden to eat and bought 2 bags for me.

(Sounds like a victory lunch.)

She was so happpyyy.

What is this.

Yah, she got what she wanted.

I never got what I wanted.

You might be thinking how come I was so DUMB to go back and sign when I was so UNWILLING to become a teacher.

YAH, TELL ME THE ANSWER.

I want to find out too.

Sigh.

My life is incredibly DRAMATIC.

And now, you know why I became a teacher.

This must be a damn good story to tell my future students.

P.S: I know my mother cares about me and wants the best in
everything I do.

I'm not deliberately trying to tarnish her good reputation of
Chuan Mama, nor am I turning her into a villian of any sort.

Get this clear.

P.S: Shocked? I can also be very attitude okay. Don't think I am good to bully and won't retaliate.

Work, family, friends.. Whatever.

I just lost my cool and harshly chose my future path.

Don't follow my path, to whoever is reading this.

Let's see how I continue this journey of my life, shall we?

Stay tuned to Drama-mama ChuanMin's life.

I still can joke somemore.

And please, I do not need anymore excitement in my life with a potential you going around telling people what a sad life I have.

They can find out themselves.

Wonder how come people can get what they want, but I can't.

Neither my Cloud nor Naruto can save me now.

x(

I cry, but nobody watches.