i was browsing thru all of my archives jus now. hmmm i haf too much time on my hands. =/ although i got maths test tmr.. =(

but den i realised i had changed alot for de past 2 or so yrs. from fun 2o6 to excellent 3o4 to absolutely fabulous 4o4 to now oh-yeah-is-nice 0731B. hurhurr. in de past i would be engaged all sort of activities. from nhds dance practices to meetings to lunching out at jec to arcading to movies to chalets to dance & sec3 camps to ndp to chingay to mediacorp to almost everything under de sun. hai, but now? my life is so empty & hollow. rahhhs. =( its totally diff from wad i had experienced in de past, enriching n fulfilling... [maybe now its de trial period of 1st 3mths so will b empty, maybe aft this will b too stressed out bah? haha.] from tt cheery/ lighthearted/ optimistic me, had now evolved/ mutated to now a sad/ depressed/ tentative/ pessimistic/ gloomy me.

WHY???

i duno why. someone guide me bah! =(

ps: i edited de post. cuz i dunno wad to write, or rather, i had no direction right from de start on how my post shudd continue. my parents n my litlle bro had return to penang. so sian! no one to play maple with me at least for 2days. blahh. =.=

bless u_